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Troy & Kailani || Day Two || 4.16.14

troy-boden:

They are my family. Even though Sebastian needs to admit it, I know how he feels about me. Why are you throwing up Kailani? Is something wrong?

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I don’t want to do this anymore. I just want Benny and Sebby.

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#SABRtroy #SABRau #SABRfoxtrot #//she doesn't know how to tell a boy she thinks she's pregnant
Day Two || 4.16.14 || Shay & Kailani

shay-prior:

Well.. you can’t really keep them as pets. I mean.. if you really wanted too. You probably could. But, I think the best thing to do is kill them.. or avoid them.

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but…what if there’s something to make them better a medicine or a spell that’ll fix them….you can’t kill them.

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#SABRau #SABRfoxtrot #SABRshay #//she's a nutcase i'm sorry

Believe In Things That You Don’t Understand || Day Five || 4.19.14 || RiKai For World Peace

At some point Kailani had woken up after crying herself to sleep and taking more painkillers than someone at her weight probably should have. She slept for hours, people checked on her and it didn’t matter if her eyes were open or closed, it was obvious that no one was home. Time had a funny way of moving too quickly when you slept and too slowly when terrible things happened. When she did get out of the bed her legs dragged on the floor, she was only moving to find food. The static sound of a radio was in one direction and she could feel the pounding threat of hearing Axel or Jean’s name in her head again led her in the opposite direction.

Just as she opened the door she heard the announcement begin. The girl’s back dragged down the door as she curled into herself like a armadillo, an attempt to protect herself from what she knew was coming. “S’il vous plaît faire arrêter. S’il vous plaît!" The girl pleaded but the names still came, the pain still came, and there it was, like a knife cutting at the poorly done stitches of her wounded heart, Riley. Her large yes looked up to the heavens, tears pouring from them as she jaggedly called out to the magical fairies she believed protected every person who was loved, “Prenez-moi, vous êtes censé me prendre. Tout le monde me laisse derrière. Prendz-moi!”

She repeated that over and over again, Prendz-moi …Take me. Eventually she fell asleep again, right there on the ground, no one went to comfort her this time- at least not until she was asleep. Maybe it was the drugs or the girl’s body trying to mend her broken mind but there he was, sitting right in front of her, just a little older- probably in his early thirties, but it was still so obviously him and for that fleeting moment he was there and the world was a peaceful place again. His fingers brushed away her tears and his full lips formed his ever-so-Riley smile as he looked her in the eyes. Just as she thought to ask him if she could stay with him where she wasn’t scared he leaned forward and pressed his lips to her forehead, the pain melted away and she lost any sense of caring about everything that happened. When he spoke, that slight stutter that she thought to just be his accent came out and his hands were now holding hers, squeezing them in pace with her heartbeat, “You know where to find me. I’m always here. Just focus on this and you’ll find me.” 

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#SABRriley #SABRau #SABRfoxtrot #RiKai For World Peace #SABRyankee
Day Two || 4.16.14

shay-prior:

I assure you, those things out there are nothing like your family. They don’t think, they don’t feel, and they don’t even love. They… just eat.

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I’m afraid, not.

But….then what do we do to them? Keep them like pets?

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#SABRshay #SABRau #SABRfoxtrot
Troy & Kailani || Day Two || 4.16.14

troy-boden:

For now….I will be here for the team. But Bentley is my priority and I can’t let anything happen to you. I’m not doing well with keeping people alive. 

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 I just…The Spencers….they always treat me like I’m their family. I need them, I need to know they’re okay and I …I can’t keep on worrying they’re not, I’ve been throwing up for days.

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#SABRtroy #SABRau #SABRfoxtrot
Team Foxtrot | Day One | 4.15.14 | Jinkx & Kailani

hi-jinkx:

I think we all want to go home. If only we were so lucky. I’ll leave the conspiracy theories out and just say I don’t know. But, who knows? Maybe they’re just taking they’re sweet time.

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That’s disgusting. This is all disgusting. I’m not American, why aren’t other countries coming to help their people?

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Day One; April 15th | Kailani & Vi

vi-wisteria:

Vivianne waited for the girl to finish talking. She didn’t want to be rude and interrupt her while she was talking, so she just listened. Blinking when she said that her mother wasn’t her mother, Vi reached out for the girl’s hand to take it in hers. “I’m sorry that that happened sweetheart. But Denmark? Does that mean that you found your real family? You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to, I am just curious from time to time.” Vivianne stated before she gave her a small smile. Hearing Axel’s name, she nodded. “I know of them. I’m close with Axel’s younger sister Fraye. I take it if you are carrying their baby, then you must know Fraye?”

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She nodded, not seeing the point in keeping it quiet anymore. “Bentley found a private investigator, he spent months figuring it out, checking and double checking. My father is Crown Prince Frederik of Denmark…I’m his first child. There was supposed to be a lot of paperwork and meeting people and I was scared, I don’t talk a lot….I wasn’t allowed to when my mother was alive. No talking to strangers growing up….No I don’t have to be scared, except that I’ll never know who I really am, I guess.” Kai kept her eyes on her legs and looked up at Fraye’s name. “Mmhm, but not as well as I’d like. I spent most of my time with Axel at the beach or the boardwalk or lunches and usually when I hung out with Cal and Di Fraye was busy. Everyone loves Fraye though. She seems like she’s an angel, so nice to everyone.” 

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The More The Walls Begin To Flake || Day Four || 4.18 || Kai & Jinkx

hi-jinkx:

Jinkx knew that they’d taken everything they could from Phillip’s house, but she wanted to do one last sweep of the place before they finally left and parted ways. She’d conceded to the group splitting up; there was no point in arguing. They were all set on it, emotionally invested, as it were, because almost everyone in the group was looking for someone, if they hadn’t lost them already. Jinkx had neither, so of course she’d argue.

She could hear the names being listed on the broadcast growing louder and louder as she walked, and none of the names meant much to her, except some sympathy for people she didn’t know. And one she did. She could hear someone crying, an understatement, and as the broadcast went on, it got more violent until it turned into retching. Oh, God, she thought, before breaking into a run to find the girl who was falling apart.

Jinkx wasn’t surprised to see it was Kailani. They hadn’t spoken much since they’re first exchange on the first day, but it was obvious that this was something she was the least equipped to deal with. Jinkx had maintained a hard heart this whole time, but it softened when she saw the girl, on the floor, desperately trying to get her breath back. She knelt down next to her and started to rub the younger girl’s back, as if that would calm her. She’d gone through the same thing, this deep and profound loss, three times, and yet all she could manage to say was, “Kai, I’m sorry.”

Words couldn’t be formed, the girls mind was madness. One hand tugged hard at her hair as she tried to use both her hands to cover her ears. It was no use, those little arms were too slender and the noise, that screaming repetition of their names, it wasn’t the television it was in her head. Her other arm wrapped around her lower stomach, the unyielding pain causing her to rock back and forth, faster and faster- that was, until she felt Jinkx’s hand on her back, it was like someone reaching out in the void. Unfortunately it didn’t make the pain stop, it made it real.

When the girl opened her eyes her vision was blurred and her mind seemed fuzzy. As her stomach lurched again she doubled over. That’s when she felt it, saw it, and began to truly fall apart. Hot blood soaked down the girls leg, the words of her doctor echoed in her head that this might happen, it was why she took it easy for two weeks and waited a month before planning her trip to Denmark. None of this was in her mind, just the burden of another loss. Her finger tips touched the blood on the floor that continued to grow and she cried harder, forming her first words, “Oh no! No! Axel….Axel, your baby. Oh no.”

Her little fists banged on the ground as she continued to feel nothing but pain. the backs of her hands tried to cover her eyes and hide the tears. That’s when it happened, not enough oxygen, exhaustion, pain- she fainted, a heap on the cold floor, bleeding out the last of her family, the last bit of hope that there was still good in the world. Despite being unconscious she still heard the screaming, still felt that pain of the miscarriage and that ache in her heart, a tightness. It was like being trapped in a personalize cell in Hell.

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#para #SABRjinkx #SABRfoxtrot #SABRyankee #the more the walls begin to flake
Troy & Kailani || Day Two || 4.16.14

troy-boden:

I don’t know exactly. But we’ll find him. I think the two of us could find him. Don’t you?

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I don’t know. I think maybe Kit is right, we should stay together and keep each other safe. 

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#SABRau #SABRfoxtrot #SABRtroy #//that would so be something kai would do lol
Day Two || 4.16.14

shay-prior:

I can’t promise anything, Kai. But, maybe this will all go away soon. And in no time, you’ll be back on that plane, heading home.

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Kai… those things used to be humans. They’re still.. but instead they’re inhuman. We call these things Zombies. No longer living, but undead. They starve for human flesh, they live on humans. Technically they’re cannibals, but dead. Walkers. Zombies. Undead. There can be many names for them. But, they aren’t good Kai. If you get bitten or scratched you’ll get infected. Its like a disease, but fast spreading. It only takes a few minutes before it takes affect and you turn.

I don’t know what’s more scary, those people out there or meeting my real family.  So, once they’re sick we can’t make them better?

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#SABRau #SABRfoxtrot #//the infection is chemical from the water #//if you're bitten the wound would get infected without proper care and you could die #//but everyone is already infected #//i like that she said that though because it shows that people have to go on what they see
Team Foxtrot | Day One | 4.15.14 | Jinkx & Kailani

hi-jinkx:

Blood doesn’t really faze me anymore, I suppose, and I’ve never been afraid of dying.

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It’s not that I’m not scared, though. I’m not afraid to die, but I’m not insane, either. But I have to keep it together or else I’ll end up on the broadcast next. That goes for all of us.

 I don’t want to be on it either…. I just want to go home. I want things to be normal again. Why can’t the military just come and clean all this up?

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Day One; April 15th | Kailani & Vi

vi-wisteria:

It’s nice to meet you Kai.. Even if the situation is a shitty one. 

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Parents were always too busy. Besides the people that cleaned my house or my grandma, I was practically on my own. I sure hope we can darling. Whose baby is it, if you don’t mind me asking?

Kailani nodded, it was a terrible situation to be in but Vivianne was like Kailani’s own personal ray of light. “I was alone too…until I came here and made friends. I guess it doesn’t matter if I talk about it now since I’ll never see my lawyer or go to Denmark. I was taken and raised all over Europe. I only just found out she wasn’t my mother.” The girl was almost afraid to say their names, as if it would somehow add them to the list of things she lost. “Axel and Jenner’s baby. They’re getting married this weekend…I’m supposed to be taking the pictures.”

 

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#SABRvivianne #SABRfoxtrot #//sobs because kai is going with yankee and she'll lose vivi!
Grow Old
Artist: The Naked and Famous
Album: In Rolling Waves
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Grow Old || The Naked And Famous

I could improvise solutions
I could try to reframe
Until I’m left with your admission
That I’m not all there is to blame

I could lie to be gentle
We will never be the same
The more adamant I am that it’s the surface
The more the walls begin to flake

Don’t talk to me
Don’t talk to me
Keeping count
As if the hurt could balance

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The More The Walls Begin To Flake || Day Four || 4.18 || Kai & [Anyone On Team Foxtrot Yankee]

Name by name, the little French girl tried to fight back the tears threatening to roll down her cheeks. It started naming the sectors where she she’d heard familiar names before. Fraye, the air left Kailani’s lungs knowing that Calliope and Axel would be in ruins and the girl was nice to her. Jagged breathing seemed to pick back up and then she heard another name, Axel, and some sound between a scream and a whistle passed her lips as she clung to the arm of the person next to her. Terror, hopelessness, complete and utter depression…no, none of these words were enough for the loss she felt but it wasn’t over. Jean. With that name she was done, she was dead to the world. Call it wailing, call it a panic attack, call it what you will but there the girl was dying of a broken heart. It would be slow, it might take days or hours or years but losing Axel and Jean would be the reason she died because she’d lost her little bit of sense, her little bit of hope.

It wasn’t over, the terror of it all. Her hands shook as her body began to retch and just as she was sure she’d throw up an excruciating pain radiated across her lower stomach and up her sides, a pressure smothered her lower back and she toppled to the floor, holding her self and as a mixture of screams and crying and trying to remember to breathe overtook her. She’d never been pregnant before, wasn’t even sure if Jenner and Axel’s baby was in there because she’d chalked up her nausea and tiredness to stress. She knew it now though, she lost Axel’s baby, she lost Axel, she lost everything. She was a curse.

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#SABRau #SABRfoxtrot #SABRyankee #para #tw: miscarriage
Day One; April 15th | Kailani & Vi

vi-wisteria:

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I’ve been protecting myself for so long, I will be okay and you will be okay. I’m not going to let anything happen to you okay? Or that baby that might possibly be inside you. I got you Lil’ Mama, just stay close to me. I’m Vivianne by the way. 

I’m Aurélie or Kailani…my friends call me Kai. Why wasn’t anyone taking care of you? Do you think I’ll be able to get their baby to them?

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#SABRvivianne #SABRau #SABRfoxtrot